One Year of Intentional Blogging {Day One}

May is the my one year of intentional blogging anniversary.

That’s right, I’ve been pounding out the keys here at Holy Spirit-led Homeschooling intentionally for a year.  I thought it would be fun to share my blogging story; especially since the Lord gave me the vision for a 2nd deal & free stuff site last month, FreeHomeschoolDeals.com; and then my NASA-tweeting buddy Jenn and I bought a 3rd site together, The Homeschool Village.

  I have received a few emails wanting to know WHAT I am doing.

Has my husband left me?

Where are my children?

Do I ever leave my pajamas?

HOW many hours per day am I on the computer?

Those are great questions by the way; I figured sharing the journey that I’ve been on will help my readers understand all that the Lord has done.   My readers have been so incredibly supportive and encouraging.  One sister wrote me the other day “Thank you for all that you do.  Although I don’t see how you do it.  I’m sure you’ll write about it one day.”

So, here we go…

 

One Year of Intentional Blogging ~

 

Photo: Heather

I started Holy Spirit-led Homeschooling in Spring of 2008 on the old HomeschoolBlogger.  I started blogging as a way to share pictures and little updates from my family’s full-time travel schedule.  My hubby had a temporary job contract in-which we traveled (for FREE) for a year all over the country.  Believe me, homeschooler’s dream, we packed up our books and 3 kiddies (ages 1, 4, 7) and milked that opportunity for every learning experience that it was worth.

I played with my blog after that.  I learned about the Weekly Wrap-up and focused on reporting what we accomplished in homeschool every week.  I would look at other blogs and wonder how those bloggers were able to do product reviews, write for other sites, and share their heart on wider subjects.  Some blogs – dare I say – looked as if they may be turning a little profit too.  I’d usually leave those blogs with a glazed over look.  My head would spin; but a seed was planted…how else could blogging be used?

I’ve always had to have a creative project on the side. My parents are extremely artistic and visionary.  My mother raised and breed Arabian show horses and is a fashion designer who designed for the International Horse Show; as well as had her own fashion shows at the Kennedy Center.   I grew up with a creative role model who always had a project spinning. Now in her retirement she paints murals on barns and still trains horses.

Gabriel in Grandmother's Barn.

I don’t tame animals or sew, but whether it was online college classes, an outside ministry, or failed attempts at writing a novel, I’ve always had my own projects in the works.  In fall of 2010 I signed up to start my last 5 classes through Liberty University to pull together a slew of credits that I’ve gathered over the years between having a 2-year degree in computers, being a licensed nurse, and having many other classes.  For my early morning mommy-time creative outlet I was on the last stretch of completing my B.S. with a double-major in Education and Computer Science.

Something wasn’t sitting quite right.  I didn’t have peace about taking those last 5 classes.  I was kicking my feet; I wanted those credits! I was pregnant with our 5-th blessing, Liam Joseph (18-months now), so I knew that my hormones and “feelings” could not be trusted.  I kept pushing down this nagging desire to…to…blog.  Along with this wish to blog I’d find myself crying out to Jesus because I felt so much stored up in my heart that I couldn’t get out.

I remember praying and writing in my prayer journal dated 11/24/2010- Lord, help me get this out.  Help me find my voice.  He kept replying, “trust me” and he’d fling this blogging desire all over me.

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This push to blog, to really write and share the purposes that swirled in my heart, continued to demand attention.  Around this same time I was helping my state homeschool group with their social media.  Mind you, I was just a mom with a Facebook account and no additional social media experience.  Through the work that I was volunteering to do with my state group the Lord began to train me in social media.  I learned Hoot Suite, how to manage a Facebook page and Twitter account, and I started spending time reading blogs for daily content on our state page.

In January 2011, right after I had our sweetie Liam, I decided that I was going to give it a go.  I obeyed the Lord (it happens) and dropped my last 5 college classes.  Oh, that hurt.  I felt I was so close to a goal that I had plucked away at for years.  I decided that I would follow the leading of the Holy Spirit and put my early morning hours into writing for Him.

I would blog, intentionally, for Jesus .

The very first website that responded to me was Heart of the Matter.  In March 2011 my first article Homeschooling for Free or Nearly Free was published.  I was actually embarrassed that day.  So many people came to visit Holy Spirit-led Homeschooling and I wasn’t ready.  It was like having someone show up and your house was a mess.  On that day the Lord showed me that blogging could be a powerful ministry tool, and needed to clean up my blogging house.

Day two from my One Year of Intentional Blogging story is coming up.  Don’t forget to come back tomorrow and link up your favorite post(s) for Big Family Friday! :)

 

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Is This Homeschool or Hell?

Our first year of homeschooling was not super.  It was down right awful.  I know that while many are finishing up their homeschool year feeling energized and inspired to roll into their next year, there are some moms who are just glad to still be alive.  My first year of homeschooling was full of my flesh burning (AKA: not getting things the way that I wanted them), and refinement. 

Would I trust the Lord when it was hard? 

Could I stay faithful to the call, even when my child couldn’t stay in his chair and I felt completely inadequate?

Sitting across the table from my wiggly active son when it was time for us to “do school,” was an eye-opening experience. I had no clue what I was doing. I knew that we didn’t want the big yellow bus, but I felt like every morning when we began ‘class’ my spirited boy had already left. I didn’t know this kid who I was left with, and honestly I’m sure he didn’t know me.

I had big problems and mounting stress during our first year of homeschooling.

These concerns consisted of:

How could I make him sit?

Will he ever read?

Why didn’t he like to hold a pencil?

Is he even listening to me?

Why didn’t he enjoy doing school?

As a new homeschooling mom I assumed that my brilliant boy would welcome the workbooks, worksheets, and the phonics program that I had painstakingly set up for him. I just expected that he’d love to sit for hours every day with mommy and have lessons. Instead, he made noises, rolled his eyes, and clicked his tongue. He would tap his pencil and fidget while dressed up like a space cowboy. Mother here wanted everything to be serious, because this was school after all.

I needed him to just get his work done so we could then have fun.

At 5-years-old it wasn’t about disobeying mommy. He was incapable of fulfilling what I was asking of him–sitting, pencil holding, being quiet, and liking every minute of it.

Homeschool hell was a world that began every morning when I said it was time for lessons. This vortex lasted until either school was completed, which would include hours of whining, crying and fussing from us both; or when out of total exhaustion and frustration I gave up and said the day was done.

Over the next year I cried out to God as to what I was doing wrong. I became aware of a pattern that was occurring daily. After school was done for the day my space-hero-boy recovered his smile. As a matter of fact I recovered my smile too! Then we snuggled, read stories, played in the dirt, baked cookies, went on nature walks, caught bugs in nets and looked them up in our insect dictionary. 

We communicated through play and the joy of working side-by-side.

Just the way that I wished homeschool could be.

So, what happened to our joy-sucked school days? My boy and I both burned out. By the end of kindergarten there was only a glimmer of the flame that once captivated his eye (You can read more about this season in our lives here: Letting Go and Letting God: How God Took Over Our Homeschool). I knew homeschooling was what God had for our family, but we could not go on another year.

Then my miracle happened. I gave up. After a year of working my plan, spinning my wheels, and not enjoying our homeschool days, I threw my hands in the air and said, “God, I can’t homeschool this boy. I need your help. Show me what and how to teach him because I am really messing up.”

Have you ever known someone who steps out in their own strength and attempts to accomplish a task without the Lord’s help, only to end in total frustration? That was me, and that is exactly where the Lord wanted me; completely non-dependent on myself and fully clinging on Him. After my personal homeschool hell, the Lord showed up and gently led us toward His vision for our family.

I would love to relive our first year of homeschooling with Jadin.  I’d do so many things different. I refuse to let that fester into bad-momma-guilt.  The blessing of our first year together, just trying to figure out how homeschooling would look for our family, is that it showed us clearly how we did not want our homeschool life to look.  The Lord led me to read several wonderful books as I was stumbling around in homeschool hell;  Educating the Wholehearted Child, When You Rise Up, and Homeschooling with a Meek and Quiet Spirit–all three blessed our home education.

Have you experienced homeschool hell this year?  You DON’T have to answer that.  Just know that you are not alone We all have to find our flow and learn to lean on the Lord. He needs us to be in a place where we truly recognize that we have to trust in Him; that means that our homeschool is dependent on Him as well.

The best thing that I ever did for our homeschool was release it to the Lord.

  

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